Sunday, February 8, 2009, 5:33 AM
It's quite dead already, time to update.HOLY SHIT VDAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.
Sigh.
Kay I had long time with Mary jiejie yesterday when she came. It is so wonderful because it's been eons since I talked to her, indulge in her very sensible advices as if she herself were still a teenager. Mom was telling her how hot-tempered I can get and jie stood up for me it's actually a good thing that I can be protective of myself.
Wow, I didn't notice that point.
Then they went on about taking me to club on my 18th birthday, make it really bad, so that I won't ever step into a club ever again. What is this lor. Zouk is for every 18 year old right?! ZZZ.
So I'm practically (almost) living the fullest of my life right now. Kay maybe not. But geeees I am so close to opening my arms to a whole new world out there, waiting to welcome this very 'happening' period of my life. I think it's like the best out of my 16-going-to-17 years of life. Not exactly on my own yet but good enough. Not exactly a complete adult whereby I choose what's for my life and what's not, but good enough still.
New life, new experiences, new mentors, new friends. All the unwanted people back in sec school can be chucked right to the back of my mind, or even further. 'Cos I wouldn't wanna give a flying fuck for unimportant people/events, they're just so impeccably annoying.
Then there's another issue of seeing myself grow up. From being this very mindless, naive person into someone skeptical in a good way (or careful). And I guess what's most achieving is that I finally have the courage to have my own perspective. Guess it's more of the hi-i-don't-really-care-what-you-say-but-i'll-take-your-words-in-just-for-the-fun-of-it instead of the previous huh-okay-lor.
Gees, I love the way life goes now, I love whatever privelleges I'm offered or denied* of.
*I'm fine without it. Or even better. Continue living in your own world, or even try 'slapping your own face with your own argument'.
HAHA.
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Mandy, 9 Sept 1992.
Singapore Polytechnic, DHRMP01.
Always a dancer. (:
A silent grace unfolds,
grows conspicuous in the naked eyes.
Poise and grace is all it needs,
to penetrate your deepest shallows.
Affiliates
» Kejun the Lesbo» Hannah the 'Sister'
» Qini The Cheepeng's
» Aaron Go!
» Eugene the Tiny
» Zheng Han the Piano Kaki
» Rach the Pong CB
» Adina, she poked my lip.
» Kaiyuan The Laugh-At-Everything
» Nanako Yamada!
» Vivian the Lesbian
» Beatrice Victoria
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